Oh how far am i, im so confuddled!!?

the way i see it is that not many people even know when they really ovulate and everyone has a different cycle so me i was 28 days cycle with my first and 32 days with my second and no clue when i ovulated with either, the docs didnt ask any of thoes questions and all go by your lmp, so knowing not everyone ovulate of av at specific times the pregnancy still gets counted from a specific time according to medical diagnosis, i would go on to say i am 5 weeks, once your mid wife measures your uterus and the doc does a scan you can worry about the little details then but if they say hang on till six weeks i think they mean six weeks from your lmp, dont stress hun my heart feels for you and i understand your desperation to reach that mile stone, but you may find after 6 weeks you will want to streach to 12 weeks, nothing is garunteed but i admire your possitive attitude and strong character, just everyday when you wake up concentrate on this moment and that your child who will always be yours is inside of you right now closer than he or she will ever be and enjoy that closesness and savour it till the day you give birth, dont think about what may go wrong and wish a very special time away, i know why you feel like this but why dont you try remember everytime you become fearful that baby is here now and that he or she can even feel loved now, so if any thing does go wrong you will have had that quality time and speacial bond with your baby to treasure forever, i am 24 weeks now and i am aware every day i have to remember that i have been told i have a high risk pregnancy after i was in hospital to stop labour at 21 weeks and im very aware that if my baby is born any time soon she probably wont survive, but what helps me is trying to bond with her and concentrate that she is here now and she is fine, i know its different because i can feel her move but it will help you get through the anxiety i want my baby to feel love and peace as long as she is in me, and not panick fear and anxiety, they are very sensitive to your emotions, you are in my prayers and i just want to shout out CONGRATULATIONS I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU I CULDNT WAIT FOR THIS DAY AFTER FOLLOWING YOUR STORY FOR THE LAST MONTHS I REALLY SHARE IN YOUR JOY!! YAY FOR LOLA!!!!!!